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Name: Meg
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Birthday: 8/10/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Dancing, hanging out with friends, soccer, shopping, going to the movies, talking on the phone, sports, music, lyrics, writing, reading, tryin new things, strawberries and sugar, 1% milk, flipflops, shower singing, my kitty, febreeze, i wanna learn to paint, giving advice, i enjoy reading more then watching tv, working out, swimming in the river and chasing butterflies
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
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AIM:  pnkbabi6
MSN: megmichelle09@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  luvu2009
Member Since:
11/27/2004
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| Dear xanga,
I still exsist.
And I'll be back! Probably not faithfully.
track is going well so far.. I missed April vacation practices because i got my stupid wisdom teeth out so im a little behind.
The wisdom teeth went well though, no pain.. slight swelling..they did give me too much anestesia and the drugs made me sleep ALL day and feel sick.. other then that.. good.
I havent seen mom for 3-4 days.. work schedules off kilter(sp?) whatever. (ick hate that word, cant believe i just used it) well. Not much i can do though...
Bed early tonight most def. this whole work school sport thing is just kicking my ass.
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| Whoa, remember when xanga used to be a big thing?
You used to come on everyday, twice a day.. if not more just to check how many comments you could get on a single post about simply what you did.
2007 ends in basically a week. This year was a lot of changing. Good and Bad. I went through more emotional shit then i ever want to or plan to again in my life. I know saying it wont make it true.. but its what i hope for.
Ive lost so much and gained so much.. everything that happened was completly out of my reach of control. I think it matured me in the end, made me stronger than i already had to be.
Yesterday was the day, one year ago i found out of my grampys sickness. My brothers girlfriend made 8 necklaces, for each girl in my family out of the fishing spoons he used to use, and his flyfishing beads. (Mines red, i love it) Well, we just so happened to get them yesterday. i wanted to cry.. Dec. 2006 was his last christmas with him and i was the only grnadchild beside my brothers who knew he was sick.. we didnt want to ruin it for everyone else. He died, Jan 7th in 2007.. and i miss him more and more everyday. The necklaces are going to be given to all the girls tomorrow when we go to my aunts for christmas, i cant wait to see them get them especially gram. I hope it doesnt make them sad though, i hope it makes them happy.
Alot of other stuff happened in 2007, but grampy passing away i think began it all. I dont deal with death well, in fact i dont deal with it at all. I completly shut down.
Besides writing a sad and down post, alot of good things happened in 2007 too, it was definatly a year i will never forget.
I am however, VERY excited for christmas. Well, i like christmas eve better:) so im VERY excited for Christmas Eve! .. tomrw! yayyyyyy
I wish everyone a happy healthy christmas and a wonderful new 2008 year, i think im going to make it a resolution to write in this more often, i love going back to read old posts:)
Meg:) | | |
| I sense some hypocrisy.
sad. really.
oh well... fred claus tonight.. hope its good.
I cant wait for christmas:D | | |
| So, its been a damn long while.
harvest break, i got a few jobs to definatly fill my schedule, and get some cash.
Soccers going well and i love it. :)
I love the girls and love the season.
the rest of summer 07 was fun fun fun.
okay. all the effort i want to put into updation on xanga. | | |
| I love 4th of july:) ive had a wonderful one the past few years too. Right now my family is over and its beautiful out, but im taking a break from them haha their alot to handle.. You know how you have that uncle who hugs everyone? and that aunt who ALWAYS has her camera? well in my family they are married. And my memere jsut got done telling me about her first beer when she was 14.
She said it tasted like horse spit(then changed it to horse pee) and she made me gram laugh really hard:) haha i love those two.
i now am leaving for vacation on the 7th, to see my uncle in bangor, he had a stroke. and then on sunday scottys coming to get kylie and i in bangor, i cant wait:)
this is probably my last entry until then so ill see all you bitches on the 11th or 12th when i get back, dont be afraid to call and say hello:)
love you, MEG.
Happy 4th!! | | |
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